me NO feminisT

I think by now all my friends know that i am a good friend who doesn't call all the time, who prefer short conversation rather than begayut and I only go out socializing only when I think its about time for me to do so. anyway thats not what i am trying t highlight here...by 5.30 pm today, i had 2 conversation with 2 good friends of mine (well 1 is actually sms session). and by 5.30, i realized that I do have a stand in life. (coz sometimes i feel like i am just going with the flow)4.30.
smsfriend 1: daliey, ko ada buku ct & dato K? nak borrow
me: nope. if i am really interested, memang aku dah beli. if i really dying to know, i would have call the writer coz he is my best friend's dad.
friend 1: ko tanya la ada free copy ke, kasik discount kawan2 ke.
me: asyik nak free je. org tu jual buku sebab that is his source of income. kalau dia kasik free, dia nak bayar sewa rumah camne?

i am actually glad that i dont belong to this group of malaysian who like to push for free stuff. bukannya aku ni kaya, but if i cant afford, i act like one. well ada banyak lagi incident and a friend of my cousin accused her of being sombong belagak coz my cousin gave F1 ticket to another girl. well she got hers last year and still marah coz this year tak dapat.

5.05. i called another friend in bernama and...

friend 2: ehh u know mawi and ina, whats your stand?
me: i am not mawi's biggest fan and i am not a feminist either.
friend 2. aku menci la ko ni daliey. hahaha

again, i just realised that i actually has very strong feelings bout life esp when it comes to feminism. so what if i am not a believer? actually i know why friend 2 laugh at the end of conv... because she really knows me and respect my stand.so i am not a feminist. i believe in logic!!!

mawi: kalau ikut agama, memang u dont need to face ur fiancee and tell her its over, but remember, agama juga tak suka u hurt another human being's feeling. But again, only u know why...

ina: if i were u, if a guy doesnt return ur call, and if u really know ur other half, u shouldnt have act that way. But again, only u know...

the same logic that i apply to why i dont think a women shouldn be a leader. i mean a lady president might accidently launch nuclear weapon just because she was under the influence of PMS...and many more. I am not saying that guys are smarter, but God must have a reason why there is a tanggungjawab lelaki, tanggungjawab wanita, and tanggungjawab bersama.I could go on and on and on bout this.

But again, as long as emotion tidak mengaburi logic, life will run smoothly.